March 7, 2003
Ok, here I go, I am about the admit that I do not have it all together. I am about to admit that sometimes I think I am about to lose it. And even though I never "lose it" it can be just as scary to believe that I am going to freak out.
Lately more than ever the anxiety has been crazy. Work is nuts and things outside of work have been nuts. Lately I haven't had a haven of "calm." I really haven't been able to escape the stresss.
So I am going to start "blogging" and admiting to strangers that things right now are not so easy, not so fun.
Don't get me wrong, I am happy. I do laugh alot. But lately I have been feeling a little crazy inside, you might even say that I feel a bit unstable.